I thought about a different title but it was too ridiculous

Sometimes I wish I could be different. I wish I could be prettier, funnier or slimmer. I wish my eyes were blue and my hair was lighter. I wish my skin was softer. Sometimes I wish I could be that beautiful girl you met. Sometimes I wish I could be the one you touch during the cold weather. I wish I could be the one you kiss before going to bed. I wish I could be another person just to be with you, just to feel you close. How ridiculous is this? How ridiculous am I?